Saturday, January 31, 2009

Expression

Just when i thought that things could be over with, it came again. From a straight path, I somehow, well perhaps I do know why, I just walked away from the path......Sometimes some things are not easy to let go, even though we know that it doesn't bring any benefits, but we still indulge in it. God help me to get over it. Everytime I want it to be over, it just comes back. I don't know which is worse, to keep falling into it or to see myself enjoying it. God give me the strength to overcome it, i don't want to fall again. And yea, i have to agree with what my dad once said, some things are better to be left unknown than to know it.

Many people are asking me, what are you gonna study or are you studying now? Well i'm not studying now, waiting for results. Since the polytechnic that i'm going to only accpets SPM results and not forecast results. So it made me look back, when i was form 5, if anyone ask me what i'm gonna study or where, i was so sure, Foundation in Engineering followed by degree in Mechatronics Engineering at Nottingham University Malaysia Campus. If you asking what the *** is Mechatronics, go Google it. And then came Falcon Education Fair, where i found out about the Singaporian polytechnics and University and it became my first choice. The stress is there where i'm not sure if i would be able to enter, whether they would accept my application. I want to go there badly, but it all depends whether is it God's plan to send me there. *I hope it is*

And then came my interest, should i buy it or not? at first i was sure i wanted to buy it, but then came to think of it, i think i change my mind and decide to stick with what i have for now. I leave that tube till i get a membership in a place. Haha, try guessing, it's not that hard. And then came my realization too that something which i thought once was fabulous now is well, not that good. That's because it's not in angle. GGrrrrrrrrrrr

AAAAHHHHHH somehow i feel better expressing it out. And well, just to those who read this post, it's me expressing myself and i would appreciate it if what expressed here remains here, thanks.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Work Pt 2

Someone told me to upload pics of the place i'm working, so being an obedient boy, i'm going to do it in this post.

The kids
Part of my job is collecting cones
There was a lesson on cooking, well not cooking with stoves and pans but just some snacks making. It's called Chocolate flakes.
I don't know bout' you but it looks like shit to me. Oh and there was a joke too on this,
Each child was given the chance to stir it a bit and then when it came to this table, a boy told the teacher,
boy:yer, si(shit) ah...
teacher:What si(shit), chocolate la!
then i laugh and the teacher told me,
aiyo, kek sei yen ah~direct translation(angry die people)

Marcus a.k.a bubble~that's because of his round and cute face
and one more of bubble boy
No wonder so many lala nowadays...

Oh and i have a stepdaughter, haha. Apparently her mom told me that the little girl told her mom that i'm her best friend. LOL.
Suki
And yea, that's my leg she's laying her head on. Stay tune for more, some of them are in my sister's camera.

Friday, January 16, 2009

WORK, Work, work

And so came the end of my first week working. Never been happier that a week is over. Haha, my job is tiring but it's fun and it just brings back sweet childhood memories back to me and it also teach me a lot of new things and of course, i'm gonna share what i've learn further on in this post. Well i suppose most of you would be wondering what's my job and my job, is

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as a Kindergarden Helper.

Yes i know it sounds 'cute'-as someone would claim it but it's a satisfying job all the same. I started this week, which is also the first week of school for Year 3 and some Year 4 students. It's not only the first week of school but also the first time in school in their life. So I suppose you know what happens when you leave a child at a age of 3 or 4 years old for a few hours in school without their mummy beside them. Yes, it's the sentence which i've got quite bored hearing it. The sentence is:
I WANT MY MUMMY!
Some would be sobbing between tears muttering it and some would be yelling their heads off screaming that sentence out. While of course there are some that would be a good boy/girl whereby they wouldn't scream or cry, but like an angel, well maybe not that good, but obey the teachers/helpers in most of the instructions. A few instructions that we teachers/helpers keep saying,

'(name) sit down, good boy/girl'
'take out your bottle/tupperware'
'come line up go shh shh/wee wee/niao niao/toilet'
'come follow Ko Ko/jie jie/teacher'

Yeah, it's the same sentence day by day and mentioned minutes by minutes. We have to be gentle because we want them to feel comfortable so that they would want to come back to school the next day, or following day, or the following week. So everything has to be gentle, and no radical or harsh move can be taken. Let me show your the timetable for this past one week:

8.00am: Arrive in school, assembly
8.30am:Play toys in class
9.30am:Toilet
9.45am:Recess
10.00am:Show
10.45am:Colouring
11.45am:Home

So enjoyable, well, it's the first week. Next week, MUAHAHAHAHA!!! no more honeymoon! it's time to reveal the true-self behind teachers and helpers where the magic rod shall come forth and do it's never failing magic. Haha!

Ok, enough of evilness, let me share you some jokes and experience.
1-When a child cries, the normal words that I mention, which normally succeeds in stopping them from crying:
'don't cry, mummy come later, mummy now go home already, good girl/boy, don't cry, good girl/boy a not?good girl/boy don't cry, don't cry ok? good girl/boy'
Yes i've been saying the same thing over and over again and hey, it works ok.

2-Oh i meet someone very cute, and some of you would know her, her name is Suki! well, not that Suki Low but another Suki. She's cute and when she cries for her mummy, any helper or teacher that goes near her, she just hug them only crying at the same time. And yea, i got my fair share and today i manage to stop her crying! she came to school and cry until like 10++ then after that she stop crying and became cheerful and active like other kids around.

3-I overhead this from a teacher. Apparently someone, a child puke in class. The 3rd or 4th case in my class, and his friend, sitting beside the kid who puke, saw it, and puked too. ROFLMAO

4-Somehow i notice some kids are very innovative? give them toys to play, they know what to do with it or how to play with it while some are quite lost. Perhaps they have play it before? i don't know for sure but well, we even have to teach them to play.

5-Most of the time, kids would cry for their mummy. Well one the funny thing was that when they cry for their mummy, and we say mummy would come later, some of them or most of them i would say, would continue crying for their mummy, but there are some smart alec, haha, who would change to crying for their daddy. So it'll be like:
'I want my mmummyyy.......'
'Don't cry, mummy come later'
'I want daddyyyyyy'

6-And then there was this kid in my class who cry for his ye ye(grandfather). And i will have to bring him round the school compound so that he knows that his grandfather is not here where i was told it would satisfy them and they would stop crying. Here's the funny part. There was once i bring him out, and after walking round and still outside, he suddenly lift up his shirt. I know of course that he wants to pee and i told him to go inside but before i could do that, his pants was already down and urine was streaming out from his manhood already. Luckily i wasn't standing in front of him. He just pee on the grass outside the school.

7-Now i know why children lie, that's because teachers/helpers lie. Well, it's part of the job. Let me tell you about it. I was walking past when suddenly a teacher say,
'Ok ok don't cry, i ask Ko Ko to call your daddy'
Then i blur blur say'you want your mummy?'
kid: 'NO! i want daddy'
me: 'okok, i call daddy now.' takes out phone and pretend to call
Then later on i happen to bump into him again.
'Have you call my daddy?'
'Y...eeaaaa i did'
'what did he say?'
'Oh, he say that when school over then he only come fetch you'
'harh?must school over only daddy come fetch?'
'yes, so be good boy, then daddy come fetch you later'
I feel mean lying to him.....but no choice, had to play the game to stop him crying.

8-Now i also know why car accidents are on the rise. That's because crashing cars is in their genes and it cannot be removed. Why do i say so? let me tell you why. Part of toys given to them was toy cars, different cars and some of them was like F1 car, truck, normal car, some funny car but all cars in one way or another. Then when they grab hold of the car, they would first just move it front and back. Then after some time when they high already, they start banging the car with their friends car, seeing who can bang the hardest.
The part where the move it front and back is like when people start to learn driving.
The part where the get high is like when people have their license and feel that the road belongs to them, where the phrase me, myself and I is meditated by them.

9-On Tuesday i stayed back to help with some stuff. And i was sitting inside the headmistress office doing some work. And then, i heard crying and howling and screaming. All came from one boy. The headmistress, hm i think perhaps pissed off pulled him inside the office and told him to stop crying, and until he stop crying would she only let him out. Well, obviously the boy continued crying for his mummy.
I WANT MY MUMMY!
And after like 15 minutes like that, his phrase change,
'I want to go out, wwaaaaa waaaaaaaa'
And after another 15 minutes, he stop crying and when asked whether he would go bath and sleep, he nodded. Well i thought that would be the end of this funny part but after some time, the headmistress came in carrying a mop and mop the floor where the boy stood. So i asked,
'wa, cry until so much tears need mop to clean?'
'no la, he lai liu(pee on his pants)'
ROFLMAO, this means that the kid had tears flowing out in both directions when he was crying, one up and one down.

10-This is the funniest part of all. There was a girl in my class. Her mummy was with her for the first two or three days, can't remember. Then one day, her mummy went to the toilet and she started crying. So well, i went in to calm her down but before i was close to her, she screamed,
'I don't want you'
Then another teacher went in, but also before she could touch her,
'DON'T TOUCH ME!'*hit her fist in the air*
The teacher also scare dy, the teacher say,
'okok, i won't touch you'
Then her mummy came back. Well that's not the end, the best part was on thursday. Her mummy left after recess like that and yes you guessed it, she started crying. The headmistress came and calmed her down in an unexpected way.
'I want my mummy, i don't want you!
'okok, your mummy went inside toilet,don't cry'
She stopped crying for a while and then she started again. This time, the teacher said,
'your mummy pangsai'
so she stopped crying for a while and after some time started again. And then came this reply,
'your mummy fell inside the toilet bowl got flush away cannot get back'
They took the girl round the school compound and after that, she stopped crying but anti-social, didn't want to talk to anyone or do anything. Walaueh, ROFLMAO man, what a reply! who would have thought of that? And today, the girl cried again and even sorta roll on the floor, stamp her feet but towards the end, i saw her smiling and having fun. Well, miracles do happen.

Oh and there was this kid too, well she didn't cry except for once. Whenever someone cry, she would look at them and watch them, like interested in watching them cry. She would not play the toys laid in front of her but watch no matter how i tell her to play or turn in front.
Well that's all for now, would upload pics of the place i work some other time.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Headlines

I'm sure all of you know what's the latest, hottest news in the newspaper. I was looking at the newspaper the other day and saw the headlines where there were people demonstrating against the war. And this made me wonder and ponder upon this war. How and why it started, why did it had to be this way and what has been done to stop this war. And this, of course leads us to the ultimate question of, who is right and who is wrong?

Well as most of you would have know how it started. It was due to a few rockets being fired at Israel by the Palestinians. And Israel or any country who have people shooting rockets at them would of course defend themselves. The step Israel took was deploy armies into the Gaza strip where they well, wrecked havoc there.
From this point, it looks like a trade to me. A barter trade. Palestinians stop bombing, Israel stop their mass killing.
Well, so far, there has been conference where UN told them to stop but till now, nothing has been done. NATO. No Action, Talk Only.
And then there was the idea of deploying ally trope to help Palestinians. If they do so, wouldn't other countries who support Israel deploy their own troops in? And well, we all know the big guns are on which side.
And lastly, it brings us to the question who is actually right and wrong. Well just an opinion from me, both side are wrong in their own way. Palestinians shouldn't have fired rockets at Israel at the first place. And Israel well, shouldn't they try and catch the culprits that fired the rocket instead of marching into the Gaza strip with armies?

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Education Fair 2009

The Star Education Fair 2009

I manage to get a job at Doctorsjob, a part time job, unlike someone who's working for them full time, hmph. The working time was from 11am-7pm. And what do we do? good question. No it's not giving browsers or anything as simple as that, we're suppose to collect survey!!! Not easy man i tell you, after working the whole day, you'll feel Rejected, Dejected and it makes yourself feel underestimated. What did i do the whole day? Stand there or walk around that vicinity, and if a guy/gal that looks around the age after SPM, then i'll ask them,

'excuse me, we are doing a survey, would you fill in this form please? it's just a short form and it'll take a few moments to finish it. '

And when they are half convinced,

you stand a chance to win a laptop, ipod or printer, and oh, a thumbdrive if you fill in this form.

Just from this two days of working, i've met loads of people of which i don't know any of them(except a few). And for some of them, they are nice to fill in the form, kind people I call them. Hey that's because they are doing a contribution to mankind~well, people from Malaysia. And for some who says 'No thank you' well, that's fine. There are some who are busy and in a rush, and some who have filled in the survey-well i'm not sure have they, they are fine. The ones that I really feel like slapping them RIGHT ACROSS THE FACE are those that walk straight pass, staring at you one kind, or staring at the form, or even dare to look in all directions except yours when they hear you, and then walk past, RUDE ***. Does it takes that much effort to say, 'no thank you?'

jays

And then there's the college next to the doctorsjob booth. Better not say or i'm gonna get sued. Whatever we do they'll feel unhappy. Like they are the top uni/college in the world whereby they are not even in the top 100 or 200 in the world. Leaning against the back of their big booth also cannot, wtj la. It's not like they have counters behind like that.

jays

Ok stop the whining! nobody likes a whiner. Well, it was fun too. With people like Justin and his girlfriend Rachel around. I wonder what that girl Rachel eat, is she under steroids? She never gets tired the whole time even around 6pm while we, some of the guys are half dead including me of course. And oh she talks a lot, which of course makes things nicer and more fun, as well as Justin and some of the guys/girls there too. Well that's all for now, no pics, cause too busy, tata, i'm starting my official tomorrow at the place where Star Shines.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Year 2009

It's the year 2009! Happy New Year everyone! imagine that today is the 1st of January 2009. The year 2008 has passed by so quickly. I could still remember the first day of school at 2008, realizing that it's the year of SPM! and right now as i type this post, SPM has over! just couldn't believe that time flies so fast now. Somehow i feel that time passes by more quickly now.

31st December 2008
I feel so fired up after youth camp that i wanted to go for watchnight service. However, my mom suddenly said to me, let's go KLCC see fireworks. I was like, what??? since when did my mom want to go for countdown? she doesn't even like pasar malam, what's more countdown? Then i found out why, my sis wanna go, that's why. So, I was stuck at a crossroad. Whether to go for service or countdown.
I'll feel guilty if I go for countdown because i know that watchnight service is important for us Christians to reflect upon God's goodness upon us and to start the year with him.
on the other hand,
i'll feel guilty if my family were to go without me cause my dad would be lonelyyyyy without me.
Then came M.
He gave me a wise answer.
If your family is going, a family outing, then you should go. The bible didn't says that you MUST go for watchnight service but it is good to start the year with the Lord.
And so, i went to KLCC not feeling guilty at all.

Took the train there. And after like 5 years, i finally took the underground train again. Forgotten how it feels like but what i felt on countdown wasn't a good experience. So MMAANNNYYY people....not shoulder rub shoulder, it's buttock rub buttock and akhem, there also la....

Had to wait 1.5 hours outside at the park there cause KLCC close down early. Blocking all the roads inside the mall. Sat on the grass and chat with family, waiting, waiting, and waiting!!!! ROAR!Since there was nothing to do, so take pics lah.....


my parents
my sis
Twin tower
waiting..waiting.....
waiting

And about to start, everyone stood up, including me. And i took pictures of my North, South East and West and check out the crowd!

Finally!!!
The sound effect of experiencing fireworks at such a close distance is AWESOME!!! like in a war like that, the sound of cannons going off, BOOM!





At the end, we went home, happy and satisfied. And we went supper, at 2am! i had steak at 2am!

*Jay internet connection, took me damn long to upload the pictures

Monday, January 5, 2009

Hungry

I'm hungry right now even when i'm typing this post. But this post has absolutely nothing to do with my hungry-ness. I feel like posting something but i don't know what to talk about.

SCHOOL HAS REOPEN!!!

I'm sitting here in front of my computer still wondering which Uni or College or Polytechnic should i go to. Speaking of which, i just remembered that i've forgotten to check details on NTU. Aih better check now, so TATA!!!

Friday, January 2, 2009

Sssanta Claus

Justin-A santa claus?unimaginable...